The Hurt I Want

For you Pooja....

Depression is here everyday
And it never goes away
Go Away! I yell into dark,
As if someone is there.

I feel as if I'm a prisoner
In the darkest layer
And as always, no one cares.
Do I dare?
Dare to care about anyone there?
Someone there to care?

No, just an image
That's the way it will always be,
No matter how hard I try
I just want to get by.

I go through life day by day
I thought pain was supposed
To go away with time.
But it's not
It's still here.
Here with the fear
Philophobic will get hurt more!